i always thought it would be the most awkward thing in the world to have your cervix checked by a male doctor while your babydaddy watches... but it wasnt so bad... until joe asked how many fingers the doctor used.. lol im kidding, he didnt ask that.. but i bet he was thinking it. anyways, onto more interesting, less awkward subjects...
did anyone read robby worthington's bulletin on myspace? that kid is weirddd, who just posts that kind of stuff on myspace for everyone to see? i wonder what made him do it? idk, but it made my day hah.. maybe that makes me kind of a mean person. oh well. i have 2 weeks to go until the baby is here and im hardly ever awake anymore, i have no idea how im going to cope when the baby is actually here. joe starts school on the 24th and i couldnt be more jealous. i wish i could go back this semester :( oh well, january isnt too far off and i guess now i have bigger and better responsibilities, i just hope im ready to be a mom. everyone keeps saying that once you have a baby your maternal instincts kick in and you do fine. i hope theyre right because i suck with kids. seriously, if you've ever seen me around kids you probably think im going to be a horrible mother lol. im getting my car in a few weeks :) its nothing special, just a little black ford escort thats a little bit of a junker, but its mine :) its going to be hard getting used to driving it when ive been driving my moms bright red 2009 VW Jetta. i feel so cool cruising around in that thing.. not so much in the escort lol. well im off to take my second afternoon nap lol. | 
